To Make You Feel My Love
When a someone can throw a relationship away so easily, without a fight, without a talk, without even trying to fix it... You realize how little you actually meant to that person. Is that sad? Yes. But the saddest part is, you let that person into the deepest part of your heart, you let that person make you believe that your feelings were mutual, and most of all you let that person allow you to think your very own "Happily Ever After" was coming true.
I've always believed and said this before... We all have a destiny. We all have a plan laid out by God that will make us truly happy. Some people just don't choose to follow it. Some people let their own thinking rule their lives. Some people let fear of failure win over the risk of happiness. And some people throw away that destiny because it didn't come out of the box perfect, rather than learning life lessons about yourself, your partner, and true love while you work together to fix it.
I can honestly say today that I followed that destiny. I did everything I could to prove I meant I'd love you forever when I said it. Because I did. And I didn't give up.
And truthfully even after saying all this...the girl still means more to me than anything in the world. There won't be a day for a very long while where I don't wake up thinking about her or go to sleep just hoping to dream about her. To say this doesn't hurt even more, would be an awful lie. I guess i just learned at the age of 26 what true love means and what heart ache really feels like.
By Dallin Johnson

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